Im sorry mama

Hurm i was nt in the mood today. I gaduh dengan mama. I dont knw where izit my fault towards her. She keep on sayaing tht dia dah bosan jaga i dengan adik and dia suruh kitorang stay dengan ayah pulak. Mula2 i ta kesah sangat bila dia cakap macam tuhh but hari2 dia cakap memang terasa hati jugak lah. I tanya dia then dia cakap i menjawab lak. Haish sabar je lah. Nak cakap lebih2, dia tuhh mama i. Kang kalau menjawab lebih2 kang jadi anak derhaka lak. I tanak jadi anak derhaka but i kesian tgk adik bila dia dengar mama cakap macam tuhh. Kesian sangat kat adik oh. Dia kecik lagi, tataw pape then senang2 mama cakap macam tuhh kat adik. I ta kesah sangat cause i knw tht she's stressed with her work! But no matter what, i love her more than everythng :(

Nahh, nthng special for today. I woke up at 12 pm. HAHA lambat kan? Mama cakap anak dara kalau bangun lambat2 ni susah na dapat jodoh taw! Hee but i dont care. Jodoh semua tuhh kat tangan tuhan. HAHA bukan kat tangan bangun lambat ke apa ke kan? Hee lepas bangun je i terus cuci muka and turun bawah makan. Hee mama tada kat rumah dengan adik. Ntah mana pergi ntah dorang ni. Merayap je oh kerja dorang. HAHA opppss! Sorry mama! HAHA i thought na stdy tapi macam malas je oh. Ntah lah, lately ni mood na stdy macam tada je oh. Dalah on tuesday na exam. Bengong je aku ni! HAHA confirm blurr time exam nanti cause i didnt stdy at all. HAHA mengamukk loah ayah bila tgk my mid term result nanti. HAHA but i knw i will try my best. Hope boleh jawab lah time exam nanti. HAHA wishh me luck taw! Hee then malam tuhh i dengan mama and adik tgk concert Akademi Fantasia! I minat aril and tonight dia bawak lagu yang pernah. Bestt gak perfoemance dia. Hee then lepas tgk af i na online tapi moden bodoh ni pulak rosak! HAHA terpaksa lah stdy eve tada mood. HAHA

My greatest teacher :)

I went to school today but nthng special! Eh ada ada! HAHA closing day for Mathematics Months. Memang lawak gylaa oh closing day for math ni. HAHA cikgu yang jadi pengacara majlis ni memang kelakar. We called him NOBITA! Wanna knw why? Muka dia memang macam nobita! HAHA sumpah lawak oh kalau tgk muka dia. HAHA dia ni kuat merajuk. Kalau korang ta siapkan kerja dia, confirm dia merajuk. HAHA yang paling lawak for today, dia suruh si zharfan jadi magician. HAHA and hidayah jadi bini zharfan and they got 9 childrens. HAHA memang lawak oh! Zharfan dengan muka yang tersangat malu naik kat stage tuhh. HAHA hidayah tayah cerita lah. Terpaksa menebalkan muka 10 inci. HAHA thean budak2 class kenanga and santalia kena menyanyi lagu math hunt! HAHA lagu tuhh tersangat lah kelakar. HAHA kitorang yang dengar lagu tuhh gylaa babih tergelak2 oh. HAHA then waktu soal jawab kuiz, ada si lembut naik pentas! Lagi lah geli hai kitorang dibuatnya. HAHA adoyaii, sakit perut doe cause banyak sangat gelak! HAHA tapi event ni paling best lah dekat my school. HAHA then sape yang menag masa menjawab kuiz and acara dalam math month ni, si NOBITA ni belanja makan! HAHA ramai juga dapat makan time tuhh. Semau happy gylaa lah hari ni HAHA cikgu2 pun happy je oh aku tgk. HAHA then lepas semua makan, masuk kelas macam biasa and start the lesson like normal. HAHA tapi kitorang bukan belajar pun. Time agama tuhh, kitorang tidur. HAHA bosan kott dengar ustazah tuhh membebel je dari dia masuk kelas sampai lah waktu rehat! Pergh, menanah telinga dengar dia punya bebelan tuhh. Bukan setakat membebel, dia tuhh suka perli2 orang oh! HAHA lantak dial ah, janji aku dapat tidur dalam class dia tanp[a gangguan. HAHA sikit pun aku ta kesah dia perli aku! HAHA lantak ah kan? Janji dia happy je. HAHA tapi kadang2 tuhh kesian juga aku tgk dia cakap sorang2. HAHA half of my classmate tidur time dia membebel. HAHA tada sape na dengar oh. Hanya a few student je yang dengar. HAHA lawak lah! Then lepas waktu agama, waktu bm lak! Yang ni aku suka cause cikgu bm kitorang damn freakin sporting! HAHA dia jenis yang chill je oh. Korang buat salah pun, dia sikit ta marah. Tapernah lagi I nampak cikgu ni marah. HAHA seronok dapat guru kelas macam cikgu ali ni. HAHA dialah cikgu paling bestttt!

What a friends?

Today im not going to school because my mother and I went to hospital. I have an appointment with the doctor. After having the check up with the doctor, we went back to our house. I felt so weak after I ate the medicine. When we reached at home, I terus naik bilik and tidur. That sumpah tak larat gylaa oh. Ubat yang doctor tuhh bagi damn mengantuk. After I woke up from sleep, I nak makan but mama ta masak lagi. I thought I na stdy but Im nt in the mood tht time. So I online jelah. I online myspace. Then cmnt with this few guy. HAHA them such a good chaters. Seronok juga cmnt dengan dorang but I terasa hati dengan teja cause I cmnt dia, dia ta reply pun. And before this I ada cmnt dia. I cakap tht I suruh dia describe pasal I but she didn’t reoly my cmnt. I don’t knw whats wrong with her. Dia marahkan I ke? Aleya pun macam tuhh jagak. I’ve called her so many time but she didn’t picked up my phne called. I’ve text her as well but she never reply my text. I tataw apa salah I kat dorang tuhh semua oh. I macam tak sedap hati bila my friends but I macam ni. Okayy fine lah kalau you guys tanak kawan dengan I but bagitahu I lah apa salah I kat korang. I accept it okay! But please don’t do this to me. Hmm nahh, its okay! I knw im nt good enough to be your friends. Yelah korang kan cantik, lawa. Bukan macam i. I hodoh gyla,gemuk, ta lawa macam korang semua kan? Nahh, I sedar diri I sape tapi no matter what happen, I tetap sayang korang as my friends J Korang still boleh cari I kalau korang ada problem. I don’t mind. Rara juga yang terbaik for me! She don’t care hw bad my looking, she always be with me whever I need her! Thnks rara for being my friends. You terbaik for me! Ilysmmmmm bby J Sayang you gylaa doe!

I miss you, Afiq

Guess what? I dengan afiq dah baik semula like we used to be before this. Im so happy and i thnk its the best thng in my life. I called him last night. At first, agak kekok nak cakap dengan dia cause for 2 months we didnt text or call each other. Then lepas dah 20 minutes cakap dengan dia, kitorang dah kembali macam biasa. HAHA tuhh yang besttt tuhh! HAHA happyy je oh! Hee he keep calling me GEMUK! HAHA jahat oh dia but i dont mind. Dia memang suka kacau orang. Ayat dia yang paling i ingat until now even we had a crisis, i never forget the words tht he said 'hidup ni cuma sekali. So sehari ta senyum rugi oh' HAHA when i ingat ayat tuhh, i will smile and i thnk of him. He such a good boy even he's not. HAHA he's my bestie and and i will never make him hurt even once! I'll promise it to myself and i;ll take care of him like i used to. He's the best :) Thank you afiq cause being my friends back :) I love you bestie :)

Love your mom :)

When you were 8 yearsold, your mom handed you an icecream.You thanked her by dripping itall over your lap..When you were 9 years old, she paid forpiano lessons.You thanked her bynever even bothering to practice..When you were 10 years old she droveyou all day, from soccer to footballto one birthday party after another.You thanked her by jumping out of thecar and never looking back..When you were 11 years old, she tookyou and your friends to the movies.You thanked her by asking to sit in adifferent row..When you were 12 years old, she warnedyou not to watch certain TV shows.Youthanked her by waiting until she leftthe house..When you were 13, she suggested ahaircut that was becoming.You thankedher by telling her she had no taste..When you were 14, she paid for a monthaway at summer camp.You thanked her byforgetting to write a single letter..When you were 15, she came home fromwork, looking for a hug.You thankedher by having your bedroom door locked..When you were 16, she taught you howto drive her car.You thanked her bytaking it every chance you could..When you were 17, she was expectingan important call.You thanked her bybeing on the phone all night..When you were 18, she cried at yourhigh school graduation .You thankedher by staying out partying until dawn..When you were 19, she paid for yourcollege tuition, drove you to campuscarried your bags.You thanked her bysaying good-bye outside the dorm so youwouldn't be embarrassed in front ofyour friends..When you were 25, she helped to payfor your wedding, and she cried andtold you how deeply she loved you.Youthanked her by moving halfway acrossthe country..When you were 50, she fell ill andneeded you to take care of her.Youthanked her by reading about theburden parents become to theirchildren.And then, one day, shequietly died..And everything you never did camecrashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART..& If you loveyourMOM & youthank herdeeply,

100 truth of me

Last beverage → mineral water

Last phone call → faizal danish

Last text message → Faizal, Fahmy and Teja

Last song you listened to → dead and gone

Last time you cried→ just now



HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → yes

Been cheated on → yes ,once in my life

Kissed someone & regretted it → no

Lost someone special→ yes



IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:

Fallen out of love → no

Laughed until you cried → yes

Met someone who changed your life → yes, the person is doul

Found out someone was talking about you → yes

How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → 6 i guess

Do you have any pets → yes

Do you want to change your name → of course , NO !

What time did you wake up today → 10am

What were you doing at midnight last night → myspacing, ym-ing, texting with faizal and raziff

Name something you cannot wait for → secret recipe

The last time you saw your father→ on march 22nd

What's one thing you wish you could change→ my exam result

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → no

What's getting on your nerves right now → my mid term examination

What's your name → Nor Asyikin bt Al Jeffry

Elementary/Primary School→ SK taman tasik

Middle/Secondary School → SMK taman tasik. Smk seksyen4, kota damansara, Smk tropicana

High School → SMKUK, Ipoh

Hair color → Maroon Black

Long or short → long

Are you a health freak → yes

Righty or lefty → Righty



FIRSTS :

First surgery → NEVER

First piercing → when i was a kid

First best friend → Myra Dean and Farah nurdiana

First sport you joined → cant recall

First pet → Cats

First vacation → i can't remember



CURRENTLY :

Eating → none

Drinking → none

Waiting → The days to keep on going



YOUR FUTURE :

Want kids? → of course , i want many kids! HAHA

Want to get married?→ yes, definitely!

Careers in mind? → an accountant



HAVE YOU EVER :

Kissed a stranger → no

Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → no

Lost glasses/contacts → yess

Ran away from home → once

Broken someone's heart → yes , definitely

Been arrested → no

Cried when someone died → YES !



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself → yes

Miracles → OF COURSE !

Love at first sight → yes

Heaven → YES

Kiss on the first date→ yes

Angels → YES



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes , faizal !

Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → no and never!

Do you believe in God? → YES

When's the last time you ran?

HAHA now just

Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?

HAHA hell no

What are you reading right now?

idk

Do you celebrate 420?

What the is tht thngy?

Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?

sometimes

If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do?

treat them like i used to

Who last grabbed your ass?

Wawa who was the last time grabbed my ass! HAHA

Have you ever been on your school's track team?

HAHA no!

Do you own a pair of Converse?

Yeah, i did :)

Did you copy and paste this survey?

HAHA yess

Do you eat raw cookie dough?

HAHA no

Have you ever kicked a vending machine?

No

Don't you hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over?

Oh yess!

Do you watch Trading Spaces?

HAHA nope

How do you eat oreos?

Mcam orang selalu makan lah. HAHA

Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?

Pernah pernah

Are you cocky?

Nope

Could you live without a computer?

Yeah, sure!

Do you wear your shoes in the house?

HAHA talah, ingat orang putih ke ape? HAHA

Who or what sleeps with you?

HAHA my cat, bringgy :)

At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real?

I've never believe it santa

How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house?

6 i guess

What do you do when you're sad?

I'll find my bestie and tell her why im sad

Who would you call first if you won the lottery?

HAHA rara kot!

Last time you saw your best friend?

On march 21st :) Hw i miss her

Are you in high school?

Yeah

What jewelry are you wearing?

Ta pakai pape. HAHA ;)

Is anyone on your bad side now?

Idk

What's the first thing you do when you get online?

Check my comments and email

Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?

Sometimes :)

How do most people spell your name?

ekyn

Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes?

No

Where do you work?

Im still schoolng at smkuk

What are you doing tomorrow?

Hangout with my friends i guess

Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson?

Never

Favorite name for a girl?

Puteri Alyssa Natasya

Favorite name for a boy?

Muhammad Afiq Danial

Will you keep your last name when you get married?

Maybe

When was the last time you left your house?

Yesterday

Do you return your cart?

Yeah

Do you have a dishwasher?

Toilet bowl HAHA

What noise do you hear?

Ntah

Would you survive in prison?

I dont ever want to get in there

Who is the youngest in your family?

Johan

If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would most likey overpack?

Myra kottt HAHA

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?

Yess, i did

What's the last thing you purchased?

Idk

Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you?

No

What brand are your pants right now

Boxer from roxy

Ever been to Georgia (the state)?

No

What irritates you most on the internet?

stupid viruses on ym

What brand is your digital camera?

Nikon, tapi dah kena curi

Do you watch movies with your parents?

Used to

What song best describes your life right now?

A little too not over you

Do you own expensive perfume/cologne?

HAHA yeah :)

Are you taking college classes right now?

Nope

Do you like sushi?

Tasuka langsung!

Do you get your hair cut every month?

nope

Do you go online everyday?

depends

My top 6

Name your top 6:

1:Myra Dean

2:Abdullah Muhammad

3:Farah Nurdiana

4:Farah Hana

5:Faizal Danish

6:Muhammad Afiq

Number One:

What is the last party you attended with this person?

2 years ago, HAHA on my birthday party

What do you love about this person?

She's caring and she's fun!

How did you meet this person?

in primary school. She was my classmate!

Is this person's phone number on your speed dial?

HAHA yess

Does this person call you by a nickname?

HAHA always

Numer Two:

Have you ever kissed this person?

HAHA of course

What is this person's favorite store to shop?

Shirt i guesss

Is this person taller than you?

HAHA tinggi gylaa

Are you this person's number 2 friend?

I dont knw but maybe

Does this person know your parents?

HAHA idk

Number 3:

What does this person drive?

HAHA tataw

Have you ever danced with this person?

HAHA no
How long have you known each other?

Almost 7 years

Did you go to school with this person?

no

Have you been on vacation together?

havent yet. Maybe after spm kottt

Number 4:

Would you consider living with this person?

Of course!

When is the last time you talked on the phone to this friend?

on march 21st. HAHA

Does this person have any siblings?

yess

Where does this person work or go to school?

now she's having a dancing class

Does this person know any of your secrets?

Ada kott

Number 5:

Is this person single or taken?

Totally taken!

Does this person have any pets?

HAHA hell no! Dia ni penakut!

Is this person a rebel or a rule follower?

HAHA totally not!

Rate this person's looks 1-10:

I give 8! HAHA

How old was this person when you met?

16 years old

Number 6:

Where does this person live?

yess

Is this person promiscuous?

idk

Can this person sing?

HAHA he had his own band and he was the vocalis

Have you ever broken the law with this person?

hurmm tataw

Where is this person right now?

kl kott

Thank you, Afiq :))

Omg! Yesterday was the besttt day for me ever. HAHA guess what? Afiq dont mad at me at all. HAHA dia dah okayy and we being friends back! Omg! I couldnt believe it! Is tht real? HAHA how i miss him. He my best ever friends. Time ada misunderstanding tuhh, sumpah i down gylaa and i keep thnking about him. I wont lose him either. He's the one who cared about me. He's the one make me smile all the time but when this thngs happened, he seems hate me and he delete me from his myspace's acc. But now he realize tht friends is important and he forgive me. I GOT MY FRIENDS BACK! Cant you believe tht? HAHA happy je i rasa. Losing him likes i lose someone tht realy mean in my life. Now he's back. Eventhough we're not like before, but thnk god cause bring him back into mylife. I really appreciate it! Afiq, you remember right my promised towards you? No matter what happened, i wont leave you and i will always do take care of you even from back. I wont let you be alone and i always love you as my friends. I love all my friends and i always love all my friends :) Thnks afiq for being my friends back :) I love you, friends!

I Love you Mama! Thanks for everything :)

Hmm im nt going to school today cause i having a very bad fever. I couldnt wake up this morning. I've supposed to go to school because the mid year examination is just aroud the corner. I dont ever want to skip my classes but I cant going to school today. Omg, hw can i get the best result if i always absent to school? Shittt! I want to get well as soon as possible cause i dont ever want to leave my stdy behind. To me, stdy is my main priority. Education become first than other things. Without education, we're nothing. I always want to be the best but I cant. I dont know why. Maybe I dont have self-confident. I dont take what people's say as a challenge and now Im realize tht I should take it as a challenge to be the best among the best! Sumpah i kesian tgk mama pagi2 dah pergi kerja, cari duit semata2 na sara i dengan adik. Every morning i mesti menangis tgk mama rushing na pergi kerja. Kesian sangat! I never appreciate what she have been done for me. Mama dah banyak berkorban for us but we keep on hurting her with our stupid attitude. Duit yang mama cari untuk kitorang tuhh amat bernilai but kitorang ta pernah kesah macam mana susahnya mama na cari duit. Yeah, memang ayah yang tanggung kitorang but kitorang tana susahkan ayah sangat. Ayah banyak benda na settle. But mama lah tempat kitorang mengadu, tempat kitorang bermanja and i couldbt imaging if i losing her someday. She's my idol and she's THE BEST! I love you so much mama. Im sorry with all my stpdist attitude and I'll promised to you tht I wont her you. I'll try to change my attitude and trying to be best daughter tht you never had before. I'll take care of you as you take care of me since i was the baby until i become the 17th teenagers. You're the best mm in this world and I dont knw hw to repay back all you satisficed through me. There no words to show hw best you are. Deep inside my heart there's no other name except your name , MAMA! I will always love you and I love you so much :0 Thank you for everything, mama !

Hate you but I MISS YOU

We've get to knw each other almost 2 years. You came to me when im hurt with my ex boyfriends. All sadness flown away when i having you in my life. We been a very good friends at first then im started fall in love with you. I wanted to tell you but im afraid. Im afraid if you doesnt love me as i love you. I try to hide what i felt inside but i cant. I knw tht this crushed aint going away. Till one day you approached me! I was like OMG, is tht true? I couldnt breath tht time. Its stuck! Now i realy knw tht we love each other without noticed it. I've told my friends tht im got him now and they was like 'Congrats ekyn, we're happy for you'. Everyday we laugh, we smile. He such a caring person. He's loving! Always cared about me. He spent a lot of time just for me. Almost everyday we met up. He always say; 'sayang, if i could return back the time, i want to be the best for you and i wont make you sad even for a second.' I still remembered every single words tht come out from his month. He always hugged me when i felt down. He always be a good listener for me. He the best guy for me tht time. His hugged and kisses will always in my heart. I remembered the time when i met him at his house. He told me tht he got a suprise for me. I went there and i couldnt believed tht he bought me a necklace tht i realy want! Even it is not as expensive as other but i do appreciate it because of his sincerely. But it just for a year. Day after day, month after month, he changed! He never trust me and always say bad words towards me. He doesnt care at all what i felt, hw hurt i am when he say tht i BITCH! I try to hide my sad feeling but i cant. I keep on crying think about him but i knw it just waste my time, my tears. I never cheat on you! Never and ever. I tried to be the best for you too but im failed! I dont know where isit my fault towards him. I tried to find it but i wont get the answer. But past is past and i cant return back the time. Life must go on. I done with all my words and lastly, i hate to say I MISS YOU SO MUCH EZAD!

Bestiee FOREVERRR! <33

Farah Nurdiana and Ekyn Jeffry :)

From letf : Myra Dean , Ekyn Jeffry and Teja Rahim :)

Hee from left : Myra Dean, Ekyn Jeffry, Farah Hana, Teja Rahim and Fatin Nabilah ;)

These pictures were snapped on March 21st 2009. They are all my besr ever friends. I love them damn much. I can imaging what would happen to me if im losing one of them. I love them sooooo muuuucccchhhh!

Rara, I Love you , Bie :)

Hari ni penat sangat. Semalam ta tidur cause na stdy. Then today balik lambat dari sekolah. Pukul 5 baru balik then tuition lak tuhh. Haish penat penat. Balik je from sekolah, dapat msg from akmal tht dia bagitahu dia ta pergi tuition cause ada hal. Adoyyy, bosan lah kalau tuition without him. HAHA dia bestt sangat oh. Hee selalu buat i tersenyum. Hee then homeworks for today punyalah banyak! Omg, i felt like penat na mati oh! Makan pun ta sempat. HAHA bosannnnn lah na exam ni but im worried cause my mid term examination is just around the corner. Its on april 21st 2009. Just left 2 week from now. Bapakkkk ah! Macam sempat je na cover all form 4 subject! HAHA mahu tercirit na baca semua tuhh. HAHA and and i've got a news. I've decided to take ekonomi and drop my physic. Berat gak hati drp physic but i have too. Boleh dikatakan half of my classmate drop ekomoni. Dorang berlagak gylaa macam puki ayam cause amek sc stream. Macam ah boleh bawak. HAHA aku yang lulus physics pun ta amek physic. HAHA poyo betul budak2 ni. HAHA eh im just miss my bestie oh. HAHA i miss rara! Sumpahhh rinnnnnnddddduuuuuu gylaaa babih kat dia oh! Hee last jumpa dia oh 21st march. Sekarang pun jarang comment dengan dia kat myspace cause dia dah jarang online. Semalam dia text, dia cakap kaka dia bagi boyfie kaka dia pinjam lappie. HAHA pity her oh. Hee tapi rara ni baik oh. Dia ta memilih kawan pun :) Tuhh yang best kawan dengan dia tuhh. Happy je ada bestie macam myra, farah nurdiana and rara. Hee rinnnnduuuu dorang sangat2 oh! Seronok ada bestie macam dorang. Hee ;) Happy je oh. I love them so damn fucking much !

I Love You, Myra Dean :)) FOREVER!

This is Myra Dean :) HAHA she's my besttt friends, my wifey, my hubby, my lesbo, my gay, semua dia oh! HAHA we've been a very closed friend since we were in primary school. Almost 7 years we've knw each other. She such a nice girl even she's not realyy. HAHA but no matter how, i' love her and i'll always love her. Banyak dah benda yang kitorang lalui bersama. Time senang and susah kitorang semua bersama. I'll never let her walked alone as long as she have me in her life. And i'll never let anybody hurt her up and if i knw, i'll make sure the person who hurt her will feel the same thng what she had been felt. Family dia pun dah macam my family dah. Her mum baik sangat and closed to me. Hee bila sleepover rumah dia, besttt oh! HAHA kalau malam confirm ta tidur. HAHA horny bersama. HAHA kiding kiding! Dia ni senang menangis kalau gaduh dengan boyfie dia. HAHA akim is very lucky got a girlfie macam myra. Hee but i dont know what their problems. HAHA dorang ni boleh dikatakan selalu gaduh. HAHA tapi sweet doe bila tgk dorang gaduh. HAHA ta pernah lah kalau ta dengar cerita dorang ni ta gaduh. HAHA bila gaduh, salah sorang mesti cari aku! HAHA time sekolah rendah yang paling besttt for me and myra :) Kitorang sangat nakal and selalu kena panggil dengan cikgu cause selalu kacau orang. HAHA Just imaging hw bad we are, time orang semua banyak Al-quran kat surau, kitorang boleh pergi main tepung kat belakang sekolah. HAHA memang besttt! Tapi nasib kitorang baik cause ta kantoi dengan cikgu. HAHA myra ni dulu kecik gylaa oh! HAHA senang cerita she's shorter than me but now SHE'S TALLER THAN ME! Omg, masa jumpa dia after a year we didnt meet each other, i terkejut bila tgk si myra ni dah tinggi. HAHA dia lawa :) And im proud being her best friends :) Sumpah rinddduuuuu gylaaa babih siottt kat dia ni! Tataw na cakap macam mana. Lat jumpa dia on march 21th 2009. Tuh pun kejap je cause dia na date dengan akim! HAHA geram doe tapi tape, dah dapat jumpa dia pun dah okayy dah :) Picture ni i sap dengan dia time last year sebelum keluar pergi kl. HAHA kat rumahh dia. HAHA just look at her. Dia lawa kan? :) Hee to myra, i miss you so much and i dont knw how to say it. Sumpahhh rinddduuuuuu you gylaaa babih oh! And i hope kita dapat excellent result for our spm soon. Iloveyou lah keding! HAHA ;p

Crushing!

Nothing special today. I just stay at home and do my homework. HAHA its kinda funny when i say tht im doing my hw. Omg, its tht me? HAHA aku dalah selalu ta buat hw. HAHA tadi waktu online, aku gaduh dengan si FUCKER tuhh, Ayed. He called me bangsat! Shitttooooo! I hate him damn much! Menyemak je dia dalam page aku. I've blocked him! HAHA padan muka kau! HAHA yesterday at school my teacher told us that in my spm soon, we've got problem cause clashing subject. Physic and ekonomi asas in a same day and time. So we need to drop either one. I want both cause to me both subject is important. Im getting confused and i havent decide yet which subject im going to drop. Goshh, im realyy dont knw what do to now. Sumpahh pening oh na fikir which subject na drop. I've asked a few of my friends. Dorang semua suruh i drop eko and take physic but myself not very sure whether i bloeh bawak ke ta nanti. CONFUSED sangat2 oh. Almost of my classmate na amek physic but i taleh follow them cause kalau i taleh buat nanti, i yang rugi. Macam siall sape yang buat time table SPM ni. Menyusahkan orang je oh. Dah elok2 stdy then kena drop. Rugi one and half year stdy. But maybe ada hikmat disebalik apa yang jadi kan? We cannot thnk negative. Always thnk positive :) Lagi satu prob pasal si F. HAHA i had crushed oh him but he got a girlfie. Hw stpd i am cause having a crushed with somebody yang dah ada girlfie. But i dont knw why im been jealous bila dia cakap pasal girlfie dia. Omg, ekynnnnnnn! Sedar diri tuhh, he's not your and kau taleh sukakan boyfie orang! Haish, but seriously he stole my heart with his sweet words. HAHA im melting when he say 'Ekyn, iloveyou!' HAHA seriously IWANT HIM TO BE MINE! But i taw i'll never got him as mine. Ishhh, pening fikir pasal guy ni oh. HAHA ada je yang ta kena. Mal lagi sorang. Haish selalu sangat usik i bagi i malu. Lepak dengan mal besttt oh! Dia suka sangat cubit2 my pipi :) HAHA tataw lah asal si kepeng tuhh suka sangat main pipi i. HAHA dia suka i but i anggap dia as my bestie je. Susah lah kalau bestie couple dengan bestiee kan? HAHA nanti gaduh mesti dah ta rapat. I dont want to lose him cause ILOVEHIM as my BESTIEEEE :)