Im sorry mama

Hurm i was nt in the mood today. I gaduh dengan mama. I dont knw where izit my fault towards her. She keep on sayaing tht dia dah bosan jaga i dengan adik and dia suruh kitorang stay dengan ayah pulak. Mula2 i ta kesah sangat bila dia cakap macam tuhh but hari2 dia cakap memang terasa hati jugak lah. I tanya dia then dia cakap i menjawab lak. Haish sabar je lah. Nak cakap lebih2, dia tuhh mama i. Kang kalau menjawab lebih2 kang jadi anak derhaka lak. I tanak jadi anak derhaka but i kesian tgk adik bila dia dengar mama cakap macam tuhh. Kesian sangat kat adik oh. Dia kecik lagi, tataw pape then senang2 mama cakap macam tuhh kat adik. I ta kesah sangat cause i knw tht she's stressed with her work! But no matter what, i love her more than everythng :(

Nahh, nthng special for today. I woke up at 12 pm. HAHA lambat kan? Mama cakap anak dara kalau bangun lambat2 ni susah na dapat jodoh taw! Hee but i dont care. Jodoh semua tuhh kat tangan tuhan. HAHA bukan kat tangan bangun lambat ke apa ke kan? Hee lepas bangun je i terus cuci muka and turun bawah makan. Hee mama tada kat rumah dengan adik. Ntah mana pergi ntah dorang ni. Merayap je oh kerja dorang. HAHA opppss! Sorry mama! HAHA i thought na stdy tapi macam malas je oh. Ntah lah, lately ni mood na stdy macam tada je oh. Dalah on tuesday na exam. Bengong je aku ni! HAHA confirm blurr time exam nanti cause i didnt stdy at all. HAHA mengamukk loah ayah bila tgk my mid term result nanti. HAHA but i knw i will try my best. Hope boleh jawab lah time exam nanti. HAHA wishh me luck taw! Hee then malam tuhh i dengan mama and adik tgk concert Akademi Fantasia! I minat aril and tonight dia bawak lagu yang pernah. Bestt gak perfoemance dia. Hee then lepas tgk af i na online tapi moden bodoh ni pulak rosak! HAHA terpaksa lah stdy eve tada mood. HAHA

My greatest teacher :)

I went to school today but nthng special! Eh ada ada! HAHA closing day for Mathematics Months. Memang lawak gylaa oh closing day for math ni. HAHA cikgu yang jadi pengacara majlis ni memang kelakar. We called him NOBITA! Wanna knw why? Muka dia memang macam nobita! HAHA sumpah lawak oh kalau tgk muka dia. HAHA dia ni kuat merajuk. Kalau korang ta siapkan kerja dia, confirm dia merajuk. HAHA yang paling lawak for today, dia suruh si zharfan jadi magician. HAHA and hidayah jadi bini zharfan and they got 9 childrens. HAHA memang lawak oh! Zharfan dengan muka yang tersangat malu naik kat stage tuhh. HAHA hidayah tayah cerita lah. Terpaksa menebalkan muka 10 inci. HAHA thean budak2 class kenanga and santalia kena menyanyi lagu math hunt! HAHA lagu tuhh tersangat lah kelakar. HAHA kitorang yang dengar lagu tuhh gylaa babih tergelak2 oh. HAHA then waktu soal jawab kuiz, ada si lembut naik pentas! Lagi lah geli hai kitorang dibuatnya. HAHA adoyaii, sakit perut doe cause banyak sangat gelak! HAHA tapi event ni paling best lah dekat my school. HAHA then sape yang menag masa menjawab kuiz and acara dalam math month ni, si NOBITA ni belanja makan! HAHA ramai juga dapat makan time tuhh. Semau happy gylaa lah hari ni HAHA cikgu2 pun happy je oh aku tgk. HAHA then lepas semua makan, masuk kelas macam biasa and start the lesson like normal. HAHA tapi kitorang bukan belajar pun. Time agama tuhh, kitorang tidur. HAHA bosan kott dengar ustazah tuhh membebel je dari dia masuk kelas sampai lah waktu rehat! Pergh, menanah telinga dengar dia punya bebelan tuhh. Bukan setakat membebel, dia tuhh suka perli2 orang oh! HAHA lantak dial ah, janji aku dapat tidur dalam class dia tanp[a gangguan. HAHA sikit pun aku ta kesah dia perli aku! HAHA lantak ah kan? Janji dia happy je. HAHA tapi kadang2 tuhh kesian juga aku tgk dia cakap sorang2. HAHA half of my classmate tidur time dia membebel. HAHA tada sape na dengar oh. Hanya a few student je yang dengar. HAHA lawak lah! Then lepas waktu agama, waktu bm lak! Yang ni aku suka cause cikgu bm kitorang damn freakin sporting! HAHA dia jenis yang chill je oh. Korang buat salah pun, dia sikit ta marah. Tapernah lagi I nampak cikgu ni marah. HAHA seronok dapat guru kelas macam cikgu ali ni. HAHA dialah cikgu paling bestttt!

What a friends?

Today im not going to school because my mother and I went to hospital. I have an appointment with the doctor. After having the check up with the doctor, we went back to our house. I felt so weak after I ate the medicine. When we reached at home, I terus naik bilik and tidur. That sumpah tak larat gylaa oh. Ubat yang doctor tuhh bagi damn mengantuk. After I woke up from sleep, I nak makan but mama ta masak lagi. I thought I na stdy but Im nt in the mood tht time. So I online jelah. I online myspace. Then cmnt with this few guy. HAHA them such a good chaters. Seronok juga cmnt dengan dorang but I terasa hati dengan teja cause I cmnt dia, dia ta reply pun. And before this I ada cmnt dia. I cakap tht I suruh dia describe pasal I but she didn’t reoly my cmnt. I don’t knw whats wrong with her. Dia marahkan I ke? Aleya pun macam tuhh jagak. I’ve called her so many time but she didn’t picked up my phne called. I’ve text her as well but she never reply my text. I tataw apa salah I kat dorang tuhh semua oh. I macam tak sedap hati bila my friends but I macam ni. Okayy fine lah kalau you guys tanak kawan dengan I but bagitahu I lah apa salah I kat korang. I accept it okay! But please don’t do this to me. Hmm nahh, its okay! I knw im nt good enough to be your friends. Yelah korang kan cantik, lawa. Bukan macam i. I hodoh gyla,gemuk, ta lawa macam korang semua kan? Nahh, I sedar diri I sape tapi no matter what happen, I tetap sayang korang as my friends J Korang still boleh cari I kalau korang ada problem. I don’t mind. Rara juga yang terbaik for me! She don’t care hw bad my looking, she always be with me whever I need her! Thnks rara for being my friends. You terbaik for me! Ilysmmmmm bby J Sayang you gylaa doe!

I miss you, Afiq

Guess what? I dengan afiq dah baik semula like we used to be before this. Im so happy and i thnk its the best thng in my life. I called him last night. At first, agak kekok nak cakap dengan dia cause for 2 months we didnt text or call each other. Then lepas dah 20 minutes cakap dengan dia, kitorang dah kembali macam biasa. HAHA tuhh yang besttt tuhh! HAHA happyy je oh! Hee he keep calling me GEMUK! HAHA jahat oh dia but i dont mind. Dia memang suka kacau orang. Ayat dia yang paling i ingat until now even we had a crisis, i never forget the words tht he said 'hidup ni cuma sekali. So sehari ta senyum rugi oh' HAHA when i ingat ayat tuhh, i will smile and i thnk of him. He such a good boy even he's not. HAHA he's my bestie and and i will never make him hurt even once! I'll promise it to myself and i;ll take care of him like i used to. He's the best :) Thank you afiq cause being my friends back :) I love you bestie :)

Love your mom :)

When you were 8 yearsold, your mom handed you an icecream.You thanked her by dripping itall over your lap..When you were 9 years old, she paid forpiano lessons.You thanked her bynever even bothering to practice..When you were 10 years old she droveyou all day, from soccer to footballto one birthday party after another.You thanked her by jumping out of thecar and never looking back..When you were 11 years old, she tookyou and your friends to the movies.You thanked her by asking to sit in adifferent row..When you were 12 years old, she warnedyou not to watch certain TV shows.Youthanked her by waiting until she leftthe house..When you were 13, she suggested ahaircut that was becoming.You thankedher by telling her she had no taste..When you were 14, she paid for a monthaway at summer camp.You thanked her byforgetting to write a single letter..When you were 15, she came home fromwork, looking for a hug.You thankedher by having your bedroom door locked..When you were 16, she taught you howto drive her car.You thanked her bytaking it every chance you could..When you were 17, she was expectingan important call.You thanked her bybeing on the phone all night..When you were 18, she cried at yourhigh school graduation .You thankedher by staying out partying until dawn..When you were 19, she paid for yourcollege tuition, drove you to campuscarried your bags.You thanked her bysaying good-bye outside the dorm so youwouldn't be embarrassed in front ofyour friends..When you were 25, she helped to payfor your wedding, and she cried andtold you how deeply she loved you.Youthanked her by moving halfway acrossthe country..When you were 50, she fell ill andneeded you to take care of her.Youthanked her by reading about theburden parents become to theirchildren.And then, one day, shequietly died..And everything you never did camecrashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART..& If you loveyourMOM & youthank herdeeply,

100 truth of me

Last beverage → mineral water

Last phone call → faizal danish

Last text message → Faizal, Fahmy and Teja

Last song you listened to → dead and gone

Last time you cried→ just now



HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → yes

Been cheated on → yes ,once in my life

Kissed someone & regretted it → no

Lost someone special→ yes



IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:

Fallen out of love → no

Laughed until you cried → yes

Met someone who changed your life → yes, the person is doul

Found out someone was talking about you → yes

How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → 6 i guess

Do you have any pets → yes

Do you want to change your name → of course , NO !

What time did you wake up today → 10am

What were you doing at midnight last night → myspacing, ym-ing, texting with faizal and raziff

Name something you cannot wait for → secret recipe

The last time you saw your father→ on march 22nd

What's one thing you wish you could change→ my exam result

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → no

What's getting on your nerves right now → my mid term examination

What's your name → Nor Asyikin bt Al Jeffry

Elementary/Primary School→ SK taman tasik

Middle/Secondary School → SMK taman tasik. Smk seksyen4, kota damansara, Smk tropicana

High School → SMKUK, Ipoh

Hair color → Maroon Black

Long or short → long

Are you a health freak → yes

Righty or lefty → Righty



FIRSTS :

First surgery → NEVER

First piercing → when i was a kid

First best friend → Myra Dean and Farah nurdiana

First sport you joined → cant recall

First pet → Cats

First vacation → i can't remember



CURRENTLY :

Eating → none

Drinking → none

Waiting → The days to keep on going



YOUR FUTURE :

Want kids? → of course , i want many kids! HAHA

Want to get married?→ yes, definitely!

Careers in mind? → an accountant



HAVE YOU EVER :

Kissed a stranger → no

Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → no

Lost glasses/contacts → yess

Ran away from home → once

Broken someone's heart → yes , definitely

Been arrested → no

Cried when someone died → YES !



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself → yes

Miracles → OF COURSE !

Love at first sight → yes

Heaven → YES

Kiss on the first date→ yes

Angels → YES



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes , faizal !

Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → no and never!

Do you believe in God? → YES